3d experiment

*hi-rez

tryin to mimic a nvidia wallpaper i saw (Abstract NVIDIA Eye - Green)


XaN is an alias i use

VOTE ANNI

im not much for politics but enough is enough

man if it wasnt for gasim, ibra & umar naseer - golhaa wouldn't have a fighting chance
i mean hassan saeed would have gone to second on the voting rounds

anyway whats done is done
anni is who we got & all the candidates are supporting anni
& in my opinion anni truly is the better candidate out of all of them

dont vote for maumoon just because u think he'll protect islam better (as someof u do)- cause i dont think he ever protected it & i dont think anyone ever can controll what people will believe
maldives has already changed u r only holding on to a meaningless title
try move forward rather than slowing the innevetable
so quit living ur delusions & vote for anni

its been 30 fucking years!! its about time gay-yoom stepped down from his high throne so we can move forward

VOTE ANNI, VOTE FOR CHANGE!!

im really getting pissed off here

My First Canvas drawing :D

Rush Of Emotions

finally got around to draw on a canvas
took about 6 hours with poster color

youtube-in :D must see videos

u gotta see the one that got the first place



search for bloopers theres a lot more funny stuff there

What would u make?

this is just a quick sample view
3ds max 2009

say if u can build anything anywhere any scale u want, what would it look like?

this is my design
its a render taken a couple days ago the, the structure has now become a 3 part design this is only 10% of it
just wondering if my computer can handle the full structure

i think i may have mild form of autism

first of all heres what autism is

u be the judge



i used to be real quiet never talk & didn't interact with other children

my ukg teacher even complained about it

have problems with conversation

my speech patterns are difficult to understand even now & my spelling is worse (thank god for computers :)

sometime confuse what is polite

when i was a kid the sound of rain freakes me out

dont like physical contact (even someone putting their hand on my shoulder)

used to cut the label on the back of the t-shirt or i dont where them

Had a habit of watchin same movies & have same books read to me over & over again

used to imagine objects in virtual space with my gi joes & get lost in it for hours

problems with my handwriting

hate social situations & try to avoid it (hehe just now i blew a fishing trip)



also one thing can u write ur name backwords?





image link

Darwin Awards LOL XD

almost joined the Darwin Awards while laughin at the darwin award winners!! O.O

for those people who dont know what The Darwin Award is about
its an award given to people who do a service to Humanity by removing themselves from the Gene pool
so in short who die an idiotic death or lose their balls

seriously this stuff is wackier than loonytoons
& apparently its all real (its real had to believe but they really do check on the stuff)

Darwin Awards

check out 2007 first one

Suicide

photoshop- no reference

Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you

---
was listnin to gloomy sunday

interesting song the original lyrics of the song was changed because it was too depressing
it also became a theme song for numerous suicides
this is the modified lyrics which has a happy ending -i didnt like it so i didnt put it in here

urban legends makes this song sound like something like the suicide club
well u be the judge of it click here

has this ever happen to u?

ok so i was reading some stuff over at face book
there was this stuff written in there "חח איזה אושר" but i kept reading it
it was like a playing a scratched cd
was kinda funny
it was like as long as my mind knows these r letters it would try to decrypt it

i think i should get my head scanned (reference to my previous post)

original image by remmi

My feverish thoughts

Ok first an explanation

Ive been having a pretty high fever these days & ive been awake for over 20hrs

My mind’s rambling non stop so ………..

also this is not meant to be taken seriously

What is free thought. Say a computer was given 2*2=4 & told it to come up with some thing else if it had no programming it would know nothing but “2*2=4”but for a human without knowledge they could modify it as symbols, assign colors or whatever
LOGIC our hidden boundary of free thought

There’s a small line between insanity & genius, maybe there isn’t

Bounded in this universe

What could be beyond over universe? my first thought, An Orange

Y an orange?........ y not? As u can see im not totally insane cause im using a reference which I know from this world

Well back to the “why?” imagine that orange , imagine that each atom that created the orange is a universe then imagine we lived in small world in one of the universes

If a lunatic rambled on “we live in an orange” again im using the term orange cause theres no possible way to decrypt it without sufficient knowledge

My conclusion

it is next to impossible for our measly brains t comprehend the dimensions

aaah I just figured it up to the 5th dimension


& yea i do get trapped in these logical paradoxes very often when im sick

Mirror

this is a mini horror story im testing out
let me know what u think

Mirror

She woke up to the sound of a screech, half awake she looked around the room, the only light there was from the streets, filtered through the drapes, which was not much. suddenly she noticed the chair in front of the mirror moved, the shock of which sent a sudden chill down her spine, she was now awake, too scared to get out of her bed she pulled her blanket over to her face covering her mouth & nose leaving only her eyes to observe. it was a cold night her feet was cold, getting colder, her breath warmed her lips under the cover. She thought to her self “this is not a movie, nothings happening its just my mind playing tri….” Before she could finish her thought she saw a shadow pass through the mirror, it was obvious something was there but it was too fast for here to see. She crawled into the covers again this time covering her head, only peaking out to see the mirror. her heart was pumping now it felt like her heart was in her throat & her skin tingled with chills.
She stood like that for over a minute trying to calm down & go over to the light switch which was near the mirror. She tried to imagine how she will turn the lights on & realize how silly she was being, even imagining the light made her so relived she almost forgot the situation she was in, then she came to reality.. well she couldn’t believe this was the real, never the less she made up her mind.
“i would run for the switch & if something, I don’t know maybe a monster pops up ill scream my head off” she laughed to her self, her mind was at ease. She was building up the courage to run for it, she counted in her head Three, Two, ONE……. CRREEEAK!!! sound of nails scratching below the bed right below her ear, a sound which felt like insects digging into her ear, a sound which numbed every muscle in her body, a sound which paralyzed her from fear
She was frozen the sound from under her bed kept constant, it was as if someone was trapped under there, no… it was more like someone was being pushed on to the roof of the bed, struggling to escape. Started off as nails scratching then banging & the rustling of skin being dragged over the wooden sheet, she was frozen listening to it, it was far away yet it was closer than anything she ever felt. She started hearing distant cries of a girl but as it got closer it was like nothing she could ever imagine.
“…s..comin ..or…y.u … I…s m..ng …for You , IT is coming for YOU & ITS GONNA SLAUGHTER YOU LIKE A LITTLE LAMB“
The last few words stained her like a tongue groping her sweating body. she felt she was being pulled into the bed being suffocated by the sheet covering her, she felt like she was a little doll being played with.
she couldnt take it anymore, she started panicking she didn’t care what happens to her all she knew was she didn’t want to stay in the bed so she crawled out of the side of the bed, trying to push the sheet that was wrapped around her leg. she missed her hand & fell off the bed hitting the back of her head, she was knocked out cold.
When she came to she was lying in a puddle of blood, she turned over & tried to get up, first try she slipped her hands through the blood making a smearing little blood painting on the cold floor tiles she almost hit her head again, blood dripped down from the strands of hair on to the tiles. She knew she had to get out of the room she tries to get balance & walked over to the door but as she walked she noticed something, something that scared her so much she didn’t know what is real, the girl in the mirror “my reflection??!!” it was not her, the blood soaked girl “IT” she thought, IT looked at her with the dead eyes & a wicked smile she realized she was IT’s little puppet, she realized she now IT’s reflection, she realized now she was the one trapped in the mirror.
(quick ending)

intel - hard to let go

my contest entry for robots

SAFF championship videos

cheering, running, shouting in the rain walked into a buffet in the middle of the road, walked from the beach to igmh & back agian
marched with the dharumavantha band got onto a pickup drummed all the way to home cleaned up the camera got out again ran all over the place got back around 1 am
:D was a fun day

iLuv

** Click for replay **
done in facebook graffiti

wave bye bye to Microsoft & hello to Apple

Doomsday 2008 - Review

???!!!!
im not saying this is bad i just dont know what the fuck this is

it seemed like they wanted to make a move, but couldn't decide what to make
so they decided
a futuristic zombie movie but not zombie(just crazy people dying & killing others), red Indian like modern crazy cannibals, medieval king(scientist) knights, gladiators & crash bandicoot like car chase

gotta hand it to them
this is the most fucked up mixture of a movie I ever saw

& cosplay would have been a better name for this than doomsday

all in all id say this movie is a wtf

whts up with mvblogs

ive been trying to submit these blogs for sometime now
but it just wont show up in mvblogs
can anyone help?

http://modes-of-death.blogspot.com/
http://thii-kaaku.blogspot.com/
http://pixie-starz.blogspot.com/

how do u define reality?

**click for full view

i just couldn't figure it
theres something off about this image but i just couldnt figure it out
someone help me
i need a new prespective
i think ive been lookin at it for too long

When the Moors Ruled in Europe.

such an aspiring documentary yet so disappointing to see what it has come to now
i feel betrayed by the government n the people
from all the greed n power lost sight of what its meant to be
just wish people learn from the history & move forward
its time for a new renaissance

Exclusive video footage

Video Deleted!!

i know, im dead
just couldnt resist posting this :D
well enjoy while u still can
will be deleting this soon as they find out

Time to shoot down a kid's fantasy

finally i can end a long standing argument with these kids

im sure u all know what im talking about
im talking about the annoying kid who hangs around doing all the wrestling moves
acting like the hardyboys or what ever
& just refuse to believe its all fake
finally i can shut them up

heres what it says in the article i found in wikipedia

"WWE's business focus is on professional wrestling, a SIMULATED (meaning recreated or FAKE) sport and performing art which combines wrestling with theater (as in ballerinas)."

There :P

Accidental contest entry

i uploaded my videos to raajje.tv & a couple days later i find this post by.mini about this contest well to my surprise it was in the contest's 3rd place 8L

well anyway i promised the kid the ipod if i win & he really wants it
so people pls vote for me :D

second wave of graffiti :D

have to login to watch the replays
enjoy :D

made this on request by ikko - Replay

my sis - Replay

photography by my sis - Vishal - Replay

Replay

Clockwork orange - Alex - Replay

Shifny - Replay

Origin by shazeen samadh - Replay

Blood work!! - Replay

love her vocals

The Sugarcubes - Birthday (Icelandic)
video was made in 1987
i never thought id like music from the 80's
i was checkin out wanderlust her latest video n accidentally found this old video of hers
its in icelandic but her vocals were so beautiful i had to post it in my blog
btw if u dont already know she's Björk

how do u define a male or female

im talking about seahorses
if the male gets pregnant
how the hell do u define whether if its a male or female
i wikipediaed it & got a lotta mumbo jumbo
fyi found out about xy & xx system but thats not the point
so can anyone explain this

Trippy dreaming

**this is a quick sketch I did
well u get the gist of it

it all started about a month ago with a very vivid dream that i was running flying & falling at the same time at really high speeds

had a lotta trippy dreams after that, most of it i forgot

then last night i had two dreams both of them was like movies with plots, characters the whole deal
it was like i was in one of Hayao Miyazaki movies

dont remember much about this dreams the last dream was about a witch casting a spells & group of people (me included) were tryin to get out of this house(i think) but there was these living traps disguised as furniture ground walls etc
it was like in Paprika everything was coming to life it was freaky (good kinda freaky - well to me atleast)
& i know the idea was brilliant shame i couldn't remember what it was


maybe im havin these because i was thinkin up how those kinda movies would look in real life or what ever
but i really enjoyed it

wonder if anyone els is havin dreams like that

Music library **quick reviews

play count for the last 4 months

...... wait for it

Top Techno goes to Trentemøller

when i first heard The Trentemøller Chronicles i was blown away
just mind blowing techno mixes
if u r into techno u shouldnt miss this

• Late Night Cap Driving (shame i couldnt find a link to this, its actually my fav)
• Les Djinns
  
• You And I
  

Top Trip-hop goes to Portishead / Björk

one of my all time fav artists
most of the stuff are dark depressing with techno rhythms
i dont recommend this to people who like Rap & Hip Hop

**just realized i totally forgot about tricky

• Ponderosa - tricky
  
• Wandering Star - Portishead
• All is full of love - Björk
  

Top metal rock goes to Tool

always liked em & always will
if my playcount from my previous comp existed it would be in the hundreds

• Tool - Lateralus
• Tool - Vicarious
• Tool - Parabola

Graffiti Fever

All done in facebook graffiti
u have to login to view the replays

.................!!??
just got the urge to draw stuff on facebook

click here for all the graffiti s i did up until now

enjoy :D

Me, Myself & Facebook

man this seems so self obsessed
oh well might as well go with the flow

This is a screenshot of MY computer
where i was drawing MYself in MY facebook account
which i drew on MY wall & now im posting it on MY blog

im sure that everyones had enough of me so lets move on
nothing to see here

man i already regret writing this

Samurai champloo graffiti :D

i made this using the facebook graffiti application u can watch the replay here
This is a fanart of my all time favorite anime series "samurai champloo"

Samurai Champloo was created and directed by Shinichirō Watanabe, whose previous television shows include Cowboy Bebop & also did a couple of parts in The Animatrix
cant wait to see what he comes up with next :D

Sitcom deja vu

i was watchin friends the other day & i noticed this girl getting dumped on her birth day
the last time i saw this happenin on a sitcom was in "how i met ur mother"
well what do u know, it was the same girl (Anne Dudek)
wonder if she really got dumped on her birth day

Water ColoRing

**Click for full view

been experimenting in water colors
this is the first subject :D
heres the reference i used
the paper was too small so i didnt feel like completing it
after i drew on my wall i lost my interest on normal sketches
gotta get a canvas to draw stuff

couldnt stop laughing

man this was unexpected
thought he was gonna punch him or something

hers some more of the zombie parts

Introducing.... - MY NEW computer system :D

processor - core2 Extreme qx6850
Ram - 2gb ddr3
Graphix - GeForce 8800GTS 640mb
Storage - 500gb +160gb
Cooling - Thermaltake Big Water Liqiud Cooling System
Monitor - 22" lcd acer

three months i had to wait for this pc
damn it was worth the wait
my jaw hit the ground when i saw it render
what nomally took 15 to 20 mins took about 2 to 3 mins

My FAVOURITE site has SHUT DOWN!!!!!

my fav site stage6.com has shut down
its the best thing since torrents
all direct downloads all hq avi & u can view the videos online
now veoh.com has taken in stage6
just wish its as good as stage6 was
well im gonna miss stage6

luckily i downloaded over 30gb of stuff last month :D

HelOO!!!

finally got around to start my blog again
through trial & error i finally completed the blogger skin
so will be posting soon
in the meantime check out my new character mr. weeds