My First Canvas drawing :D

Rush Of Emotions

finally got around to draw on a canvas
took about 6 hours with poster color

youtube-in :D must see videos

u gotta see the one that got the first place



search for bloopers theres a lot more funny stuff there

What would u make?

this is just a quick sample view
3ds max 2009

say if u can build anything anywhere any scale u want, what would it look like?

this is my design
its a render taken a couple days ago the, the structure has now become a 3 part design this is only 10% of it
just wondering if my computer can handle the full structure

i think i may have mild form of autism

first of all heres what autism is

u be the judge



i used to be real quiet never talk & didn't interact with other children

my ukg teacher even complained about it

have problems with conversation

my speech patterns are difficult to understand even now & my spelling is worse (thank god for computers :)

sometime confuse what is polite

when i was a kid the sound of rain freakes me out

dont like physical contact (even someone putting their hand on my shoulder)

used to cut the label on the back of the t-shirt or i dont where them

Had a habit of watchin same movies & have same books read to me over & over again

used to imagine objects in virtual space with my gi joes & get lost in it for hours

problems with my handwriting

hate social situations & try to avoid it (hehe just now i blew a fishing trip)



also one thing can u write ur name backwords?





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Darwin Awards LOL XD

almost joined the Darwin Awards while laughin at the darwin award winners!! O.O

for those people who dont know what The Darwin Award is about
its an award given to people who do a service to Humanity by removing themselves from the Gene pool
so in short who die an idiotic death or lose their balls

seriously this stuff is wackier than loonytoons
& apparently its all real (its real had to believe but they really do check on the stuff)

Darwin Awards

check out 2007 first one

Suicide

photoshop- no reference

Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you

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was listnin to gloomy sunday

interesting song the original lyrics of the song was changed because it was too depressing
it also became a theme song for numerous suicides
this is the modified lyrics which has a happy ending -i didnt like it so i didnt put it in here

urban legends makes this song sound like something like the suicide club
well u be the judge of it click here

has this ever happen to u?

ok so i was reading some stuff over at face book
there was this stuff written in there "חח איזה אושר" but i kept reading it
it was like a playing a scratched cd
was kinda funny
it was like as long as my mind knows these r letters it would try to decrypt it

i think i should get my head scanned (reference to my previous post)

original image by remmi